The Haps

Having just read a blog entry from November 2007 - I realize why I have not been blogging in so long. I LOVED being pregnant and I was okay sharing the vulnerability that I felt being pregnant - the whole freakin world knew that we struggled to get pregnant - so clearly I was vunerable.

Now - I am in whole different space and my usual shtick does not seem to be working for me - I just don't have much humor these days - I feel like I am in a constant struggle to figure out how to make "this" all work. And to tell the truth I feel like a broken record, the girl who cried wolf and an all around loser.

Yes - I know that is crazy - I have a great husband and a gorgeous daughter -

Facebook Has Stolen My Blog Time

I need to get back to blogging - there are so many things that I want to talk about - but facebook is way too public for me to have the kind of conversation that I can have on my blog. But then I start thinking that half of the stuff I want to say would be better said on an anonymous blog . . see I have too much going on in my head . . .