Infertility

This is what has driven me to blogging and putting my life on blast. I never thought I would be one of those women who counted the number of failed IUI's or blamed her "incompetent" RE for failure to use the proper protocol. But here I am . . DH thinks that God will take care of us - and all I can think is that God gives us tools and we better use them. I got married at 39 - so did I assume the risk? Am I that cartoon character who forgot to get married and forgot to have kids! Sometimes I think yes. But here I am at age 41 - spending in excess of $25,000 to have a baby and I keep wondering - if God doesn't give you more than you can handle - I must have a SPECIAL place in heaven.